Last night I was really worried about a personal issue (that I shouldn't disclose here) and wasn't sure what to do about it. I went to bed and had a dream that answered my questions. I've never had a dream like it before. It was structured in two parts. My dream self went to bed and dreamt a fantasy of what could happen: where everything worked out perfectly according plan. Then my dream self woke up and tried to make it happen in reality where it started working but then it spiraled out of control. I woke up with a very clear idea of what to do. That's the most clear my subconscious has ever been!

"But the intrepid soul attached to the brain of the girl who had knelt under the mirror ball that night did not hang around. As soon as he released it, it made a beeline toward its proper owner, who was mercifully still asleep, and so was spared the strange sensation of reentry. The window of her heart was just open enough for it to slip in." -- Mirror Ball by Mary Gaitskill

Soooo it's been a while. A lot has been going on. So much, that I'm not going to talk about it and just post some more paintings